A Bad Day!!

Totally off the subject of gardening...I need a little therapy right now. I wish I could express in words the darkness that haunts my mind at times..The feelings of despair.. As a psychologist..I guess that's classic Depression symptoms? If I could do a painting of how I feel..it be a white canvas with a big black dot in the center..representing the sucking void of emptiness, loneliness, and hollowness that I sometimes feel. A very black heart..a tainted soul..on the edge of nowhere..
“Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.”
― Henry Wadsworth Longfellow